Current mood:	chipper
Current music:	Moby - "Hymn" (Menacing Mix)

"i wanted to throw the bread down on the table and fuck it it was so good."
lol. well i slept really well last night but i didn't want to get out of bed today. i got ready for work in 15 minutes which is still less than the time it takes kyle to get changed into his work-out clothes as the gym. of course i also showered and did my hair. i wonder what time kyle has to get up in the morning to get to work on time? maybe he brings a hair and make-up crew to do him up in the car. hmmm. hee.

so last night i blew off the gym and chatted a little with this guy marcus on-line. he's soooo-ooooo-oooo cute. anywho, where was i? ummm. i forget. oh oh. i went over joels last night for dinner. he made salmon. it always tastes soooooo much better than a restaraunt. we also had a side of brocolli, which i devoured first. you see he usually yells at me for eating everything but the brocolli. i mean i love brocolli but the salmon is usually so good i eat all that and i don't want to get full because he usually make some kind of homemade dessert like apple pie or some random ice cream flavor or both. joel loves to cook. anywho, we didn't have rolls this time but he had this french bread which was so soft and delicious i was absolutely in love with this bread. seriously i wanted to throw the bread down on the table and fuck it it was so good. like the best bread i've ever had in my lifetime. seriously. the bread. was. so. good. mmmm. bread.

anywho, we watched days which i usually can finish in 10 minutes because i fast forward through the whole thing. it's just not fun any more. it's boring. it was torture to get through it so we just talked and got caught up. after that we watched the family guy i missed because dennis and i were ending our relationship while it was on in the background. doh. stewie does good drag. omg those shoes. and the lipstick. hehehehe. we still had time to kill so we watched kathy griffin's allegedly. i can't wait for her new special to come out, she's like the new margoret cho. she's just so funny. after all that we settled into idol, as expected pickles got the boot (finally). joel speculated that her whole air-head routine was just that: a sham. did anyone notice the beauty queen kiss she gave paris when they were both in the bottom two (and why were they so far apart)? simon addressed the whole mock-fued between paula and ryan. i guess they were rumored to be not-speaking. lol. it's always something with paula. *eye roll* i guess they're, and i quote, just a happy disfunctional family. hmmm. after idol was over i jumped up to leave because i was so tired and he was all, "you're leaving already?" and i paused long enough to see jin with his shirt off on lost and said, "yes i only got 3 hours of sleep last night." lol.

i couldn't watch alias because i was just busted-out tired so don't ruin it for me. i tried to have a conversation with marcus while i watched ellen but i was fading fast so he logged off and i went to bed after having a brief conversation with some guy i met at the gym. can you tell i'm boy crazy? it doesn't hurt to flirt i guess but i'm not really all that interested in dating for some reason. i just like to flirt. lol.